Below the video is the poem that Tonya wrote to tell me that she was pregnant. She gave me 9 stones with the poem, each one representing the life of one of our children. We believe that each of their lives were cast in the "pond" of the world by God, with the purpose of making eternal ripples for Him.
It seems that God was preparing our hearts for what was to come before we even knew about Anastasha's diagnosis.
My Abba Father,
Rejoice! Rejoice! I rejoice!
For You Lord promise only good to me
And assure Your will is not to harm me.
You promise to give me hope and a future.
You cannot tell a lie.
Your Word is Truth.
You are my Abba, Father.
In your lap Daddy, I lay my heart.
You protect me from what I cannot see.
You prepare me only for Your best.
Help me resist the lies bombarding around…
Promising what looks good
Yet only giving peace for a fleeting moment.
The lies cannot satisfy.
Only Your will can satisfy me.
You alone bring nourishment.
You give whole healing.
You pursue me even though I hide.
You love me for who I am in You.
You give yourself for me to know You more.
What You think about me is Truth.
What You feel about me is unwavering.
What You desire me to be is only of You.
A life created inside me in Your image.
Like a tiny stone…
Tossed into a smooth lake.
The single ripple starts out small…
And yet, the entire lake is transformed...
Forever reflecting the beauty of Christ
Rejoice! Rejoice! I rejoice!
For You Lord promise only good to me
And assure Your will is not to harm me.
You promise to give me hope and a future.
You cannot tell a lie.
Your Word is Truth
Heal my unbelief Daddy.
Guide me on paths of righteousness…
That I may trust You.
That I may believe this life is given
Simply to radiate Your love.
I watched this from another posting earlier in the week and I got chills. I shared with Richard how amazing it was to hear Tonya talk to the kids about the pebbles and how God must have been preparing her heart,even then, for Anastasha. She has made an impact on the world and through her family she will continue to. God bless you and continue to comfort you in the days ahead.
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Dana
This video just amazed me so much when I first viewed it. What a beautiful way to think of our children! And then especially with God's plans for Anastasha's life. She has certainly caused many, many ripples and her life will continue to affect others for a long time to come.
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